My authority chop

The authority chop I wanted always!

Finally I own an authority chop, with my name rubber-printed on the chop. It is a practise in my company to let every executive level and above to have an authority chop to be stamped on. Upon my confirmation, I envied everyone that has this stamp. I was counting the days and eager to own one too.

Now, I've gotten it. But to my astonishment, I wasn't happy at all. To me, the stamp does not bring any meaning as I rarely use it and maybe I feel that the stamp will not be with me for long.

I still remember how eager I am to work in this company, how much I longed to be in the company. Those passion is reducing. I've no idea on the beneath reason for my lacking but the fact shows that I'm lacking and not progressing. I feel like I'm rather like a robot rushing to make end meets. I could hardly sit down to enjoy my work. I would say this is the working life. I am still amateur. There are still tonnes that I need to learn on. It is time for me to be positive and moving forward, to adhere to my button, 'keep calm and learn on'.

I should tell myself to be brave and face those obstacles. Rainy days will not last long, sunny days will arrive soon!