Ambiguous, misery?

It has been long long time that I want to blog but I just couldn't find a topic to write and chat on. 

Referring to the Oxford Advanced Learners' dictionary, the secondary meaning for ambiguous is 'not clearly stated or defined'. This word perfectly suited to my condition right now. I do not have any topic to write on and I have no idea on what to do next. My life is like in the middle of crossroads, diverged roads, or even junctions. Taking a step further to enter either of these roads need a huge courage and determination thus I remain at the same position, waiting an answer to arrive. Similarly, I do not have a single idea on what to blog, hence I share my uncertainty and ambiguity instead. 

The fourth definition for 'misery' in  Oxford Advanced Learners' dictionary is 'a person who is always unhappy and complaining.' I'm in dilemma and misery due to the ambiguity. I feel upset because out of the sudden, I've lost the inspiration to blog. It often bothers me when I would like to write on something but I just can't think of a topic to write and comment on. I guess, maybe I should read more article and newspaper so that they could bloom and inspire my brain on interesting area which I can comment on. I enjoy blogging and feel comfortable to write and share my point of view especially I know no one would actually access to my blog. I use my blog as a place where I can express my feelings and thoughts freely without any interference and objections.

Tomorrow would be a rather important day for me. I'm going back to MMU to meet my lecturer. Certain decision made which might influence the second halves of my 2012. Hopefully they are influential enough and able to bring some positive momentum to the remaining of 2012. Bye bye to ambiguous & misery!